probably the worst book of the year... dear Lord this was hard to read/listen to. i didn't understand much at all, there was no ending and I just feel so disappointed because I had this in my tbr for so long and the cover is just so gorgeous but nope... i cant recommend it. Celia was fine as a character although a bit too horny for my liking for a ya book, while Kacey was just meh. i mean I read her as autistic but just because she is autistic doesn't mean she should be boring. like hell, i read a lot of books with autistic MCs and i liked most of them. I'm autistic myself and if i read a book about my thoughts and stuff they'd probably be way more interesting than hers... oh well, better luck next time for me i guess. and it's such a shame because I like that it has this free will/environmentalist/anti-capitalist message but it just doesn't deliver...