So I like to write my reviews as a word dump after I finish reading for the day/night and then when I finish, I clean up my review and make it pretty. Up until I finished this book, my review had looked like a How To guide for How To Hate Holden 😂 I was so convinced that he was a controlling, abusive, and arrogant 18 year old and that Sky was a clueless 17 year old who was never given enough attention as a child so she sought that love out of her first real boyfriend. WOW was I so wrong 🥺 I could not believe the ending of this one y’all, I was SHOOK