this was pretty fast-paced and kept me engaged, but definitely ended up feeling overly repetitive around the middle… i adore paedyn and kai though so i am super excited for book 3, especially bc i think this one set up everything for the final book to be pretty eventful 😏 

Just a quick note before I get into my actual review of this book...if you're reading the first edition, you will notice it has a good number of spelling and grammatical errors (I do technical writing for a living so I notice these things and it was a bit distracting). I think the editors (or Lauren Roberts knowing how getting book edits are done. It could have been a poor choice of editor or she may have just purchased 1 or 2 edit pass throughs, which can cause the issues you see.) could have done a better job with editing before publishing so my review is not based on spelling and grammatical errors I noticed. These errors will probably be resolved in another edition so I am reviewing this with this factor removed from the equation.

I enjoyed this book so much more than its predecessor (Powerless). I thought Powerless was decent but Reckless had me sucked in. I haven't read a storyline like it and it kept me on my toes the entire time. I loved the adventure of it all since you saw more than just an arena, castle, and the slums of the kingdom and it felt like you were part of the story. I also liked Kitt's POV and felt it added more to the character as it seemed like his character was pretty important in the first book.
The ended literally wrecked (pun intended) me with the emotional damage along with another point in the book

(When Paedyn was reading her father's journal)

that Lauren Roberts gave me and that's fairly hard to do since I'm not emotionally invested in a book like I was with Reckless.

Very vague spoiler but I had a feeling the exact thing that happened at the end of Reckless was going to happen, but I blissfully ignored it hoping it would never come to be as I enjoyed the story.

Now I have to deal with this emotional damage and the thoughts going through my head as I have to wait 9 months for the final book, Fearless.

I enjoyed this book a bit more than Powerless, despite the typos haha. I did find the action plot a bit lacking (focused mainly on character relationships), and at many points a bit repetitive, but enjoyed that the story didn't have such a parallel to an already existing story as the last one. 

Lots of angst (that was part of the repetition), but very good fan service for Pae/Kai relationship lovers. As much as i enjoyed it, the ending, despite feeling a bit rushed, was absolutely uncalled for and unhinged, and i will be impatiently awaiting the third book. 

(SPOILERS AT THE END OF THIS - warning included right before they are mentioned)

THIS BOOK ABSOLUTELY WRECKED ME. I don’t think I’ve sobbed this much over a book in a really long time.

The ending was exactly what I predicted (as a joke ofc) and then it became real which is not what I wanted and I’m very depressed about it.

It’s so hard to express how I feel without spoiling the whole book for the rest of you. So I’ll just say it was so beautiful and so heartbreaking. I loved every second of it (until I got to the end and my heart shattered). All I have to say is that I’m team Kai and Paedyn forever. They better get their happy ending by the time this series is done.

But also I still have hope for Kitt and I hope he finds his own happy ending as well. I just miss how they all were in book 1 and I really need it to end that way in book 3.

So I highly recommend this series but be prepared to cry! Lauren please this is so diabolical of you. I need book 3 rn!

Anyways keep scrolling down if you want my review CONTAINING SPOILERS.





⚠️SPOILERS (I’ll only be posting on here)⚠️‼️‼️



I’m so heartbroken by the way this ended. My poor baby Kai. I love him so much and he deserves so much better. I hope Kitt realizes how much this is gonna hurt him but I feel like the epilogue showed that Kai is stepping back and I literally cannot have him giving up on his happy ending with Paedyn. I will literally die. I need them to get their happily ever after bc they both deserve it more than any other characters I’ve ever read about.

Please if anyone has also read this DM me on insta! I NEED someone to discuss with because I’m so UPSET. 

Like how could Lauren have me read an entire book where Kai and Paedyn fall so deeply in love and then have them finally choose to be together at the end just for Kitt to ruin it all. I know he wants to be loved and I think he 100% deserves to find someone but just not Paedyn. That’s Kai’s girl. Even Adena agreed (rip Adena) Speaking of her Mak also needs a happy ending.

That will be all for now 😭😭😭

Maybe it's because the first book was extremely disappointing so I was expecting to hate this book so I was surprised I didn't, bit I found that I enjoyed this book far more than Powerless. Does this book suffer from some of the same annoying things Powerless did? Yes. But it was still an improvement.

Here's what I did like:

1. There was much less use of the word 'laugh' or 'laughter' or 'huffed out a laugh' in this book. Because in Powerless I'm certain it was on almost every page with Paedyn and Kai interacting. There was still way too much use of those words (we need to get Roberts a thesaurus or something) but it was used much less this time around and I'll take whatever win I can get.

2. Also I feel like the stakes felt higher and since there weren't a ton of side characters sprinkled in, we had more time with our main characters. Which was both good and bad. Because I liked Paedyn for the most part in this book. She didn't feel bad for what she did in Powerless when she killed the king, but she also had a lot of trauma from losing those she cared about.

3. The action scenes were pretty good. I think they were well written and I liked how Paedyn wasn't constantly relying on Kai to use his magic to save her (which happened a lot in the first book).

4. The fact that this book was shorter that the first book so I didn't feel like I was walking through molasses trying to read through it. 



Now onto the nitpicky and not-nitpicky things I didn't like about this book.

1. There were a lot of things that were repeated way too many times, to the point that it felt like I was being hit over the head with it. Examples being

Pae and Kai saying "Pretend" every page, or Paedyn constantly telling Kai she couldn't kill him because he would be "deadweight." or how Kitt's chapters always had the "maybe I am going mad" and "they think I'm mad" or some variation that was supposed to make us think he might be losing it even though it was so obvious that we all kind of knew he wasn't.

2. The fact that the narrative tried to make Kai's and Paedyn's actions seem similar, particularly with how they killed each other's fathers. Paedyn killing Kai's dad was literally her killing a power-hungry king who orchestrated mass genocide of a group of people who he deemed weak because they didn't have powers, and she killed him because he was trying to kill her first! Kai killing Paedyn's dad was him killing a Healer who wasn't a classist and couldn't be bought like all the other Healers, and he did so because Kai's dad, the power-hungry king, told him too. Like Kai is a victim but trying to act like those two deaths were the same just wasn't it.

I mostly say this because of the scene where Kai tells Payden "I didn't want to! I wasn't going to! He (her dad) was asleep, but then he woke up and I panicked and stabbed him and I was so disgusted with myself I threw up afterward." Like... okay? You felt guilty for killing an innocent man... as you should. He may not have had a choice, but his situation would cause different emotions (including guilt even though the guilt wasn't really his). In contrast, Paedyn killed a guy who straight-up orchestrated mass genocide... so I don't think she needs to be feeling too bad about that.

3. Kai's weird back and forth in this book. He flirted with her, true, but he also kept being like "I have a duty" as if that would make him blameless for his decisions to bring Paedyn in to presumably be imprisoned or executed. It was weird because it felt like he wanted to push Paedyn away and act like he didn't care, but then he'd flirt with her and try to get her to admit she cared for him. And normally I wouldn't mind that but the book never seems to mention how back and forth he is. 

4. This is Kai-related, but the epilogue and how Kai acted in it.

The epilogue pissed me off and made me dislike Kai because he went on and on about how much he cared for Paedyn but he doesn't seem ready to do anything about it. He's just accepting that his brother, who he doesn't think is mentally stable at the moment, wants to marry the woman he's head over heels for. And he's just like "I'll love her from afar because the beast doesn't get the beauty boohoo I'm so sad waahhh." Like stop being emo for two seconds and try to find out what's going on instead of stepping away! Like you told Paedyn you would work together and then you just take a step back when you get some shocking news? What?!

Overall I can't say this book was great or anything. I don't even know if I'll call it good, but it wasn't as bad as the first book, so that's a win. Do I care enough to continue to the third book? Meh. Not really. But I might just to see what happens.  

i am so shook and need the next one immediately
read the whole thing in a day

kai & pae are both so hopelessly in love that they can’t kill their fathers’ murderers

just you keep telling yourself that

p58: it would just be an innocent bystander 😂

p79: shadow. i like it 🥷

p81: aha i never thought about that! kai’s basically powerless out here, getting a taste of pae’s life. i can’t even decide whether i want it to be her trying to rob him right now or not

p82:

abigail

! they made it!

p91: hehe this will be interesting

p92: oh! we’re hearing from kitt now

p94: damn that makes total sense that his father tried to force them together, but why?

and what a killer line he comes out with

screaming anyone??

p105:

not the kiss we expected, but the kiss we needed.

and i’m peeved she still hasn’t got her dagger back yet

p109: i’m pretty proud of pae for that move actually

p127: are we getting the one bed trope?

p143: 🥺 poor babies

p148: kai is no longer a fool for her 😐

p198: is calum a double agent

p218: 🤭 time for another one bed where they definitely will have to share

p221: i would not have a good poker face if a guy said this stuff to me irl

p225: yeah you just keep telling yourself that

p235: ava. is she kitt’s mum? (you can tell i hadn’t read the family tree yet)

p310: woah woah woah WOAH

p355: yes kai is finally getting to see her scar

p365: he’s a fool for her again 🤭

p367:

kai’s letting her go

🥺

p383: kitt is 100% sentencing paedyn to death just like she feared

p385: THE F…